Pieces of my Heart

-years ago while I was living at a Support Home

-I was in the lounge at night with a few other clients watching TV. I was with other clients

-there came on a New Zealand film made for TV

-starring in it the actress from New Zealand who played Jesus Christ's mother in a film

-like saying two marriages to men Jesus Christ wrecked for me

-or saying they would have been married to me the maybe Anti-Christ

-it was set in the 1960s in New Zealand. An Institution where young unmarried pregnant girls were sent

-a largish building more like the size of a Mental Institution 

-but only with enough girls to fill an extended table for meals

-the two husbands Jesus Christ and DC Comics' Jenette Kahn wrecked

-Spider-Man actor Tom Holland

-and a local man I think who is like me and looks like the character David Platt based on me of Coronation Street

-I met in a Doctor's Reception with a woman with him who looked like David Platt's screen wife Kylie Platt

-years ago in one year I had two paranormal loaves of BREAD. Like character too based on me Bud Bundy / Bread Bun

-in one scene in the film all the girls had for dinner was BREAD. And they may have had to fight over that

-the first loave of bread that year. Across the surface was a circle shaped dip. Like a HOLE for Tom HOLLAND

-I started to eat it then threw it away in case it somehow effected me

-the second loave of bread. It had been left too long but not by too much

-over the loave grew HAIRS

-like the man like David PLATT who in the series is a HAIRDRESSER

-I just threw that whole loave away

-Pieces of my Heart- like I had thought of the idea. They would have been Royalty if married to me

-but the world when the truth comes out will still expect them to be like Royal figures. So maybe they can't get a divorce or even separate from their partners if their marriage fails

-a BUN in the oven- maybe one or both of their wives will get pregnant

-the film was about young unmarried girls expecting babies in the 1960s. That says their wives might get pregnant to other men

-I think in the film the two actresses who played the two main girls when pregnant

-one actress who played a girl when she was decades older

-was actress ANNIE Whittle

-as in I might be the ANTI Christ

-I saw the whole film that night

-in the film when one of the girls is about to give birth. The female Staff Member takes her in to a room. And says the Doctor isn't here tonight. You need to lay on this table and give birth by yourself

-which is basically impossible

-HOLE in bread. Like HOLLAND. About 1975 in paddocks at the end of my Street there was a hole ditch in the land. It had the full skeleton of a man. I thought I might have heard LAUGHTER Lucifer from the top side of the Valley 

-the skeleton lying in the ditch. Maybe standing for Tom HOLLAND's wife and her other lover for extra sexual pleasure lying on the beach naked / bones on top of each other. With Tom Holland watching on and probably being filmed. I heard laughter from up on the hillside. Maybe Holland gets no real support or sympathy and people laugh at him. The DITCH for Tom HOLE Land. The skeleton bones in the ditch like the man like David PLATT goes through a similar life

-twice at Tauranga's Historic Village I met men looking like Jesus Christ. They were tall, long hair and a maybe long beard with a look of Jesus 

-the first time about 2010 I was leaving. I fumbled my bike LOCK and said Christ softly. The man looking like Jesus Christ came through the Gates and said You have dropped your HAT. Like the man like David PLATT whose character is a HAIRDRESSER has an affair. I said Christ. How the husband and wife feel. The BIKE LOCK like maybe he is married to a woman like Lois LANE. Or is in a similar marriage. The hat. I once wrote three simple stories meant to be mature Star Wars stories. In one a band of young men are rehearsing in a home. One of them takes off a hat and holds it in front of another member's groin saying All gone

-another time I was at the Historic Village because I heard Record Roundabout was there now and sold comics. As I was about to enter I passed the man again. I said Hello. He replied BUD. Maybe as in the BUG Spider-Man actor Tom Holland and referring to his BUM. Right as I was about to enter the store I felt up with the most drained and hot inside me

-the two LOAVES of bread. Like saying each of their LOVES will LEAVE

-about 1987 I had two dreams each similar to each other. Each time I was lying on my bed in that bedroom. The first time in the opposite corner of my bedroom. In front of a wardrobe I kept Planet etc comics. By that was a woman who looked like fallen super-heroine Wonder Girl. She was wearing an original costume with Cross-Hatching at the top of it (like Webs). For SPIDER Man actor Tom Holland. The next time also in my dream I was lying on my bed. In the opposite other corner of my bedroom there was standing a Witch. In a more simple black dress. I called a character like that HECTUS. As in HAIRCUTS. The husband I could have had like character HAIRDRESSER David PLATT. In the second dream she was standing by a turning comic stand

-years ago about 1981. I was in a Tauranga Second Hand bookstore. There was a curtain in front of the entrance to the back. I got the idea to look behind the curtain in case there was a comic stand I could buy. There was one. (it might be because of my thoughts reflecting what I would see). I asked the Store Owner if I could buy it for $10. He said Yes. Then again I asked at a lower price. I don't know if I paid the lower price. It was a comic stand like in my two dreams

-I have experiences maybe with someone like Cookie Bear. A card I got when young. And the earliest memory I have coming in to live in our new home for the first time in James COOK Street and finding a tin of COOKIES. A couple of years ago there was either a SPIDER or piece of COOKIE on my cabinet of drawers. When I came closer to it, it bounced around

-my often problem computer. On a trip to visit my mother about 1978. She bought me some comics. One had black and white horror stories. There was a panel the Police were bursting through the bedroom door of a man. He might have been lying naked under a sheet and maybe tall, with fawn colored chest hair and hair. He looked like an older student than me I would not meet for years at High School. Named Brendan KILMISTER. As in KILL COMPUTER or KILL the MISTER in males

-I had thought of the idea my computer would bounce around on TV to prove this Post. Like Holland was excited his wife was having an affair. COMPUTER as in COMICS PETER PARKER actor Tom Holland. KILL MISTER like his manhood is damaged

-in a Marvel Comic from about 1980. There was an add for the comic Spider-Woman. A light blue page with colored spots. There was the caption The World's most Misunderstood Super-Heroine. She was saying Don't ask me why. I think that version of Spider-Woman was meant to be a tough person

-I have bought masses of comics, books, DVDs etc over the last 6 years. Rebuilding what I had sold off

-the only two of those I have bought recently and wound up throwing away

-a Spider-Man Movie Junior Novel and Shazam Junior Novel

-both books wound up at their end way before the plots in the films

-PIECES of my Heart

-maybe me or someone set up those to place Holland and 'Platt' in failed marriages